Gotta keep it fun

I just realized, that I gave up the fight too easily. I break under pressure and prefer to find my own comfort zone that are away from all the difficulties and harshness of life. I may trying to protect my consicous but it's too much.

It prevent me from getting to my goals. I need to tell myself that I enjoy this. Stop keeping it look, and feels like, hard work, I gotta make it like it's fun and I enjoy doing it!

If it's not me, then who will decide my future? I don't want to leave the rest of my life at the mercy of other people.